4For that my guilt is gone over my head: it weighs like a burden too heavy for me.
5My wounds stink and fester, for my foolishness I am tormented.
6Bent and bowed am I utterly, all the day going in mourning.
7My loins are filled with burning, and in my flesh is no soundness.
8I am utterly crushed and numb; I cry louder than lion roars.
9Lord, you know all that I long for, my groans are not hidden from you.
Psalms 38
Psalms 38:4-9