4You stop me going to sleep; I'm so upset I can't even talk.
5I think of the old days, years ago.
6I remember the songs I sung in the night. I meditate and ask myself:
7Has the Lord given up on me forever? Won't he ever be pleased with me again?
8Has his trustworthy love disappeared forever? Have his promises permanently ended?
9Has God forgotten to be kind? Has he angrily slammed the door shut on his compassion? Selah.
10Then I said, “This is what hurts me the most: the Most High doesn't treat me the way he used to.”
11I remember what you have done, Lord; I remember all the wonderful things you did long ago.